Nearing the end

It will be a matter of days until my father will leave his body.
My half-sister is already acting an ass over money and control.
I just want him to have peace and for his last wishes to be carried out.
They can try to do what they will with everything else – if a will isn’t found.
Today I stayed home for the first time to rest.
I needed it.
Dad is unresponsive for the most part.
It will be soon.

Thursdays visit

Dad was barely alert today and hasn’t eaten and actually refused water today.
He knew I was there but that’s about it.
He outright refused food unlike yesterday where he simply said ‘later’.
Sigh…
I don’t even know why I am documenting this but, I guess there’s a reason for everything 😢